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Posted in poetry, romance with tags , , on August 7, 2009 by gothiclg

i’d give anything

to break this silece and keep

myself from

falling in and out.

 

i would love to

have someone that

i was afraid to let down.

 

i have to have something to

keep myself occuopied through

the times before

destructio takes its wake.

the one person made for you

Posted in life, romance with tags , , on January 4, 2009 by gothiclg

ive been thinking a lot already this new year. one of my memories from 2008 was the fall out boy concert in the ogden. one of the things that pete wentz said was that there was a person designed for every person in the world and it was just a matter of finding them. ive been looking for my own perfect person for awhile now without finding them. i dated a few people at my last school (most for short periods of time) and have no luck at my new school despite being half way through the year already. though i’d like to think that i could find them soon (maybe even by the end of 2009, which may be a stretch) it doesnt seem like any of the men ive met this year are any good.

a friend has tried introduceing me to someone who wound up being a stalker and far from dateing material. one guy i met in GSA gropes and head butts me too much to even be considered a candidate and a few others ive met are either taken or not my type. one included being a pot smoker (and grower) who thinks a lot higher of himself than anyone else does, no one seems to even remotely like him (yet somehow he thinks i like him), not to mention he’s managed to get his drivers license suspended for a couple of car accidents and speeding. i try to stay hopeful so far though since people will walk into life unexpectedly, i just hope im destined to meet someone soon and have a lot of luch in the future.

where to go from here???

Posted in friends, life, romance, work with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on November 21, 2008 by gothiclg

so…i got laid off recently. the night before this got confirmed one of the guys i worked with told me that a guy i worked with on occasion (and thought was pretty damn sexy) had gotten in a minor wreck that night. i snatched this guys number from said co-worker and texted him to see if he was okay. he turned out to be fine and texted each other back and forth for awhile. this guy’s had an effect on my life, despite us having spoken so little. hell, i finish a test (or class asignment or whatever) and something this guy has said or done (and sometime even just his face) shows up in my mind. lately we’ve been playing phone tag with each others phones (im up during the day, he at night) and adding messages to each others phones. ive never connected with a guy like i have with him and really have been woundering if im being told something that i havent been able to figure out yet. sure, he’s showed up in my poetry some (all of it poetry wondering about weather or not we’re “soulmates”) im still not sure. i just hope i can figure it out eventually and we can talk to something other than each others cell phone voicemail.

to the crush

Posted in poetry, romance on September 9, 2008 by gothiclg

im forced to

stare because

i know i’ll never

have a chance.

 

my life takes too many

courses that need

my attention and

we’ll never get a

chance to speak.

 

i know we

share a class or

two but we never

sit close to

each othr keeping us

from meeting.

 

im much too

shy to speak wiyh

you out of class

because of my own

shitty nerves.

 

i know i act

really stupid

and a lot of stareing

but maybe with you

isnt where im

meant to be,

maybe its by the

side of another.

 

to my mate i

hope to find

you extremely soon.