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another new year, new resolutions

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , on January 1, 2009 by gothiclg

another year and another set of resolutions. along with the fairly normal one includeing loose weight, dont buy a certain thing (in my case ciggarettes and anything leather) ive also included things like reading all of edgar allen poe’s work as well as writeing more of my own poetry, going on a ghost hunting trip more than twice, and coming closer to my spirituality than i was last year.

though most of this is pretty obvious coming closer to my spirituality is going to be a little more complicated than the rest. i’ll need a lot of meditation and a lot of reflection on what ive done with my day and what the gods will want of me as well as trying to connect with them somehow. most of this will have to be done later at night because of family coming bursting into my room whenever they feel like it and some of the other things i tend to do with my evening before going to bed. not to mention i do have a gift id like to hone as well which adds to the whole mystery of the thing since i can find so little information thats actually helpful, even getting suggestions from other people. the one major helpful thing is never to deny i have this gift (like i originally had before accepting it) but no one seems to have any information on that. with luck i’ll find it.

holidays comeing and going.

Posted in life, pagan with tags , , on December 23, 2008 by gothiclg

i just had yule pass by. i felt a strong connection with the universe (as i do with many of the pagan holidays) and had tons of fun despite not being around anyone with simmilar beleifs as me. now christmas is coming up and i already have all of my shopping done. despite loving christmas for years as a child its lost all of its flare now. i no longer care for worldly possetions and would rather just fix what i do have. i had to make a list for the family but it seems a bit lame that they think this holiday still matters to me even after the switch. with no other pagans around me that i know of it makes celebrateing the holidays i do enjoy a little harder. not to mention the new year is coming. though this still has a little of its fun its also lot a lot of its fun. sure, watching the entertainment as the ball drops in new york is always something i can do but theres little else i can do since i cant legally drink. *sigh* i thought these holidays would never have their fun fade but it already has, 18 years in to life. lets hope theres more that comes into life and i’ll have mu luck connecting with others.