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Servitude

Posted in life, pagan, poetry with tags , , on January 23, 2009 by gothiclg

I look through my dark

Cloud at the happy world

That always seems to

go on without me.

 

I force my way through

The required death and

Think of my god and

When he might

Come for me.

 

I wonder how painless

My death will be and if

I’ll know I’m

Dieing before it

Ever comes to be.

 

I wonder if I’ll

Be picked for the

Servitude of life

Or again to the

Servitude of love.

another new year, new resolutions

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , on January 1, 2009 by gothiclg

another year and another set of resolutions. along with the fairly normal one includeing loose weight, dont buy a certain thing (in my case ciggarettes and anything leather) ive also included things like reading all of edgar allen poe’s work as well as writeing more of my own poetry, going on a ghost hunting trip more than twice, and coming closer to my spirituality than i was last year.

though most of this is pretty obvious coming closer to my spirituality is going to be a little more complicated than the rest. i’ll need a lot of meditation and a lot of reflection on what ive done with my day and what the gods will want of me as well as trying to connect with them somehow. most of this will have to be done later at night because of family coming bursting into my room whenever they feel like it and some of the other things i tend to do with my evening before going to bed. not to mention i do have a gift id like to hone as well which adds to the whole mystery of the thing since i can find so little information thats actually helpful, even getting suggestions from other people. the one major helpful thing is never to deny i have this gift (like i originally had before accepting it) but no one seems to have any information on that. with luck i’ll find it.